We Moved to Santa Fe


This was the photo of our home posted to the real estate websites. Sometimes the sky does look like this in Sante Fe, particularly in late Fall.

It was a daring, if geriatric, adventure to sell our gorgeous Bellingham home, move to Whidbey Island & come to realize we had made a very expensive mistake. I turns out that I wasn’t cut out to get along with some folks, particularly those whose politics remain unexamined & reflect a lazy acceptance of the dogma of our youth. I don’t feel like schooling any more men or their codependents. Given the conditions in our current culture, I just don’t have the nerve for getting along with recalcitrant men. One man who is occasionally recalcitrant is enough pressure for me. The adventure got even more daring when we decided we wouldn’t build a home in cohousing after all & we soon discovered that we couldn’t afford the good homes on the island.

So we patiently waited to sell our building lot & went through the extra requirements that such a choice entailed. It was simply more complicated than selling our house. In February we flew to Albuquerque & rented a car. We stayed with our much beloved friends in Placitas & took their recommendation of a real estate agent, Rose. We met up at Java Joe’s in Santa Fe & at the end of the day after looking at little traditional Santa Fe houses with flipper upgrades we didn’t like & townhomes, a couple of modern loft condos, Rose took us to see the house we bought. But first we went to eat & I got a Navajo Taco with Christmas chile.  Delicious!  While we were sitting there everything we would have to do to make this house work occurred to me. So we made an offer that was about 96% of asking price & it was quickly accepted. It under appraised & we revised our offer to the appraisal & that was accepted too.

That is when the adventure began really. How were we going to schlepp all this stuff, including about 1000 square feet of stone tile & a 1963 Airstream Globe Trotter?


One big rented Penske truck


My sister Sharon’s great Dodge (which also pulled the Globe Trotter)

We were exhausted but drove North to Oak Harbor for a bite to eat at an Applebee’s where we could park these beasts.

We didn’t get all that far, we were too tired to trek across I-90 in the dark. So we stayed in Bothell.  Three people, two cats & one dog.

The next day was a nail biter. Blizzards & fog interrupted momentarily by a drive through farmland on the way to cross the Columbia River into Oregon. Once we gassed up in Pendleton we drove up the side of a mountain into darkness & much worse conditions. There are no photos from that leg. We couldn’t see reflectors or stripes & we knew that there were many huge crevices alongside the highway. When we stopped at a rest area on the other side of the pass we were all so shaken & relieved. We decided to stop in Boise & get the heck off the road for a while. Not one of us wanted to go further.

This meant that we had to book another hotel because we wouldn’t reach the one we had arranged. We never caught up with our prebooked & paid accommodations & spent more than we budgeted. Still, who knows how crazy such a trek will be? We had a 79 year old driving Penske’s biggest rental truck & he did a pretty good job once he got away from our storage facility in Freeland, Washington, where he tapped a wall. Everybody was relieved to get to the hotel, which was quite a few more miles.


The back of the Highlander was a traveling kitty condo


Jack was so happy to see Mom


The kitty boys & Dan relax & those are my legs under the blankets.

We stayed another day in Boise to untangle our nerves & then we hit the road again. We ate wonderful Thai food in Sandy, Utah & then stayed in a terrible hotel later that night in Green River, Utah. The next day we had a bite to eat in Bernalillo, New Mexico before driving up to Santa Fe to meet Rose at the house to get the keys. We slept on the floor and in a few days the house looked like this:


There is a kitchen in there somewhere!


The Curse of Childhood Poverty

The thing that oppressors always seek to maintain is the silence of the very people whom they are oppressing. Silence calls no attention to the means & the brutality of oppression & suffering. Look at the places where the riots are occurring around our country & ask yourself if you would choose to live in any of those places. Ask yourself, would you surrender your rights & privileges the way that the people who live in those places are expected to surrender theirs? Would you want to live your life with a target on your very life by virtue of the color & economic strata that you inhabit? Being poor and being black are not crimes.

Look what this guy took, toilet paper. Does that tell you something about how poor he might be?

Look what this guy took: toilet paper. Does that tell you something about how poor he might be?

Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. said:

“It is not enough for me to stand before you tonight and condemn riots. It would be morally irresponsible for me to do that without, at the same time, condemning the contingent, intolerable conditions that exist in our society. These conditions are the things that cause individuals to feel that they have no other alternative than to engage in violent rebellions to get attention. And I must say tonight that a riot is the language of the unheard.”

When that statement was made the civil rights act has been passed but the conditions still continued & today, in many ways, those conditions have grown far more severe & people who ought to have the same opportunities, in fact, do not & the weight of that burden gathers as the decades go by. The income gap between the rich & the poor was far narrower in the late 1960’s than it is today. Poverty is a form of oppression when equal opportunity is a figment of our cultural imagination, an unrealized ideal that is denied by those impatient with the time it takes to right the wrong that slavery wrought on our country. Slavery’s burden is still borne by the same class & the same people, citizens, who are forced to wear the racial labels that were applied long ago to justify their oppression & absence of full status as citizens, as fully fledged human beings entitled to the same hopes & dreams as those who were advantaged by their oppression & enslavement.

When a child is born in the U.S., we assume that child will have generally the same opportunities as any other child; but that assumption is certainly more an ideal than it has ever been a realized civic values upheld & supported by the public purse. When your kid has a smart phone and a good school where s/he can pursue an education and personal interests, & another child cannot even afford pencils, pens & paper for their homework, that is an unrealized ideal of shameful proportion. A poor child is not less American than a middle-class child, and hence, not less entitled to the benefits of citizenship in the country in which that child was born.

Children do not aspire to or deserve poverty or the absence of benefit that other citizens enjoy. A society & government that does not see to the equitable distribution of public benefits such as a decent education is a failure morally, ethically and those railing against the cost of such inequities caused by the failure to value our children deserve the consequences of the fear, derision & failure to understand & empathize with the challenges of poverty on children & their families but the children who bear the burden of those consequences do not.

The misery that the right is willing to visit on the poor, the inequitable application of laws to keep the poor “in their place,” this is the religion of the right wing. This is what they so religiously spread in their political conversations without ever acknowledging who bears the real cost. They don’t study the foundations of American poverty, nor do they study its costs. That entire burden is born by the poor. They keep flogging the same dead horse that Ronald Reagan began flogging in the State of California about who will pay for it & he kept flogging that dead horse long past its death on the Federal level & his political heirs continue to beat the skeleton of that dead horse today.

The inequities of poverty & racism have grown deeper and deeper in our country since the passage of the Civil Rights Act of 1965 the backlash & racism has hidden itself in the Republican Party only to become more & more overt since the election of Barack Obama. The selfishness of the political right wing has slowly been becoming the central dogma of the declared Christian Conservative who now climbs the mountain of self-righteous arrogance to declare that those who suffer are lazy and undeserving and smugly accept that the prosperity they experience is somehow deserved.

None of the humility that I was taught as a child in Sunday School exists for them. Never the thought “There but for the Grace of God go I” nor the idea of walking a mile in the shoes of another before rendering any judgment against them. Nor do they listen to those bearing the burden of poverty & they don’t seem to like the idea of lifting children out of poverty.

Educational opportunity is the way out of poverty. Children given a decent opportunity for education & enough food, rest & positive reinforcement have the best chance to succeed as adults & to resist the rebelious allure of criminality. There is no valid argument against that fact & yet, “who’s going to pay for it” is somehow put forward as a more significant value than ensuring the success of such children or the consideration of the longterm consequences of failing to provide education to our youngest citizens. What do they think will happen to those citizens who we fail to educate and remain impoverished? Many of them rioted in Baltimore on Monday after school. I don’t blame them. The hypocrisy is that there are those calling them thugs, the same people who collude with one another in the failure to educate them as children.

Frank Lloyd Wright @ the Victoria & Albert Museum

Finding wonderful examples of Frank Lloyd Wright’s furniture while traveling in London was a surprise.

1955 high-back chair designed for John Rayward House (“Tiranna”), New Canaan, CT. Philippine mahogany, vinyl-cloth upholstery.

FLW Table
High backed chairs
 The greatest surprise was that the museum had purchased this office whole and shipped and reconstructed it as an exhibit.  The work was very fine, the lighting not so much.  My husband thought they were attempting to preserve the color of the wood by limiting the level of lighting in the displays.  It was a nice feeling of home for an architect abroad.
Edgar J. Kaufmann Office, 1935-1937, Pittsburgh, PA
Frank Lloyd Wright designed this office for the owner of one of his most famous designs, Fallingwater, client & owner Edgar J. Kaufmann.
The Edgar J. Kaufmann office seating, desk area, wall paneling detail below.
This office is now on public display as part of the Victoria and Albert Museum in England.
Cover of Time Magazine from the period from whence these designs were created.
Fallingwater in Winter
Afterwards I went hat shopping
London hats
Later we stopped for lunch
Dan London lunch
The view at lunch
London rooftops
Merchant Prince & Master Builder, an article published in Inside Carnegie magazine (Carnegie Museum) which explores the relationship between Frank Lloyd Wright and his patron, Edgar J. Kauffman.  Apparently, he was the owner of a department store in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.   The office pictured above was a part of Fallingwater itself.  For more information, and a few pictures of the Kaufmann family, including one of Kaufmann in the office itself: Explore PA History website.  This last site is a good, concise single page post.

GREAT TEACHERS: Halvor Gerald Adcock v. Board of Education

Not everyone is interested in reading legal decisions.  The one I have pasted in full below this essay says a whole lot about why I loved Mr. Adcock.  He taught me to speak up.  He taught me to personally, and not just theoretically, value free speech and full self-expression.  He risked his career to actually engage fully and completely in his career as a teacher.  He did this in largely military San Diego where just telling boys, who were often the sons of Marine and Naval families, and who would soon be draft age, that there were legal and ethical alternatives to military service was more than a little bit poorly received.  There were consequences.  Still, he stood up when others sat on their rights or kept their mouths shut.

He showed me that being fully myself and doing what was my right as a citizen was GOOD, that my duty toward fully inhabiting my life responsibly and expressing peacefully what I believed was a powerful good that ought not to be suppressed, that it had value in learning to know who I am and what I believe.  He, of all teachers, started me on the road to fully realizing who I am.  For that I am and have always been eternally grateful.


One day in American History class he drew a chalky version of the above illustration on the green chalkboard and began a conversation about personal liberties that was the most wide-ranging historical & philosophical conversation I had ever experienced in my young life.  I was astounded and completely engaged.  The one thing that he made clear is that freedom is constrained by a good many things and some of them are our own personal decisions, some of them are the constraints imposed by law and under the U.S. Constitution, and the part that really stuck with me was that the size of the field in which we live is governed by our own choices to defend our rights and to fully take advantage of the opportunties that were available to us as citizens of the United States.  For the most part, that box around the stick figure was only so tight as we allowed it to be.

I was an active participant in some of what is described below, but being a member of the Class of 1968, I was no longer living in the area when the legal action took place.  I didn’t even learn of this until decades later when in my forties I attended law school.  Imagine discovering that ones inspiration had gone fully to the mat for what he had taught you.  What an inspiration, what a man!  What a teacher!

Adcock v. Board of Education [10 Cal.3d 60]
Adcock v. Board of Education , 10 Cal.3d 60

[L.A. No. 30074. Supreme Court of California. September 13, 1973.]
HALVOR GERALD ADCOCK, Plaintiff and Respondent, v. BOARD OF EDUCATION OF THE SAN DIEGO UNIFIED SCHOOL DISTRICT et al., Defendants and Appellants

In Bank. (Opinion by The Court. Separate concurring opinion by Clark, J. Separate dissenting opinion by McComb, J.) [10 Cal.3d 61]


Thomas A. Shannon and Ralph D. Stern for Defendants and Appellants.

Levy & Van Bourg and Howard L. Berman for Plaintiff and Respondent.

Harold F. Tyvoll as Amicus Curiae on behalf of Plaintiff and Respondent.



Defendant Board of Education of the San Diego Unified School District (hereinafter “board”) and its secretary, Jack Hornback, appeal from a judgment granting a peremptory writ of mandate. The writ directs the board to set aside its administrative decision transferring Halvor Gerald Adcock (hereinafter “Adcock”) from Clairemont High School to another school, and further ordering the board to reinstate Adcock to his former position, that of a tenured teacher of social studies at Clairemont.

For the reasons explained below, we conclude that the trial court was correct not only in making an independent assessment of the record but also in determining that the reason for the transfer was the disapproval by the school administration of Adcock’s exercise of First Amendment rights and in concluding that the subsequent transfer was not justified by any compelling state interest.

Adcock taught social studies at Clairemont from 1958 until June 1969. [10 Cal.3d 63] Clairemont is a senior high school located within the San Diego Unified School District, providing instruction for grades 10 through 12. In June 1969, the principal of the school submitted a written memorandum requesting Adcock’s transfer to another school because of his criticism of certain school policies and regulations and the effects of the criticism on school staff and parents. The criticisms related to the dress and grooming code, the outside speaker policy, and the administration’s refusal to permit publication of a second student newspaper. fn. 1 The request was granted, and Adcock was reassigned to Roosevelt Junior High School where he taught seventh grade classes during the 1969-1970 school year.

On Adcock’s appeal to the board, a hearing was conducted by a state hearing officer of the California Office of Administrative Procedure substantially in accordance with the hearing procedures set forth in the Administrative Procedure Act, section 11500 et seq. of the Government Code. After seven days of hearing which included the testimony of some 30 witnesses, the hearing officer submitted a proposed decision finding the transfer discriminatory and a misuse of delegated authority, and ordering Adcock reinstated at Clairemont High School. fn. 2 The board unanimously declined [10 Cal.3d 64] to adopt the proposed decision. Instead, acting pursuant to section 11517, subdivision (c), of the Government Code, fn. 3 it reviewed the record of the hearing without taking additional evidence and afforded each party the opportunity to submit additional written argument. fn. 4 [10 Cal.3d 65]

The board’s findings can be summarized as follows: Adcock’s open and persistent criticism of rules and policies tended to undermine the authority of teachers, the administration and parents. He spoke out against administrative directives. His attitudes alienated some of his fellow teachers, administrators, and many parents. This divisiveness became a matter of concern to the principal and his administrative staff because it affected faculty morale and community attitudes toward the school. Adcock was never told to desist nor told that if he persisted he would be transferred to another school. The board made no finding concerning the distribution of handbills.

The board concluded that Adcock’s transfer was not discriminatory and did not involve a misuse of delegated authority. It approved the transfer. However, the board ordered Adcock transferred to a position of equivalent rank and grade, found that the transfer to a junior high school was not such a transfer and transferred him to another high school within the district.

Adcock petitioned the superior court for a writ of mandamus. (Gov. Code, ? 11523; Code Civ. Proc., ? 1094.5; Griggs v. Board of Trustees, 61 Cal.2d 93, 96 [37 Cal.Rptr. 194, 389 P.2d 722].) The case was submitted on the record before the hearing officer without additional evidence. The court issued the writ of mandamus concluding that the transfer was made as a means of, and with the effective result of, denying Adcock his First Amendment freedoms.

[1] It is settled that a teacher’s right to speak is constitutionally protected as long as it does not result in any disruption, or impairment of discipline or materially interfere with school activities. (Tinker v. Des Moines School Dist., 393 U.S. 503 [21 L.Ed.2d 731, 89 S.Ct. 733]; Pickering v. Board of Education, 391 U.S. 563 [20 L.Ed.2d 811, 88 S.Ct. 1731]; Keyishian v. Board of Regents, 385 U.S. 589 [17 L.Ed.2d 629, 87 S.Ct. 675]; Bekiaris v. Board of Education, 6 Cal.3d 575 [100 Cal. Rptr. 16, 493 P.2d 480]; L. A. Teachers Union v. L.A. City Bd. of Ed., 71 Cal.2d 551 [78 Cal.Rptr. 723, 455 P.2d 827]; Board of Trustees v. Owens, 206 Cal.App.2d 147 [23 Cal.Rptr. 710]; see also Note, Developments in the Law — Academic Freedom (1968) 81 Harv.L.Rev. 1045, 1071-1075; Van Alstyne, Constitutional Rights of Teachers and Professors (1970) Duke L.J. 841.)

[2] Although the “substantial evidence” rule has been held to be applicable to determinations of local administrative boards, it has been essential to adopt a special rule or standard to review administrative decisions [10 Cal.3d 66] when constitutional rights are assertedly limited. (Bekiaris v. Board of Education, supra, 6 Cal.3d 575, 586-587; Bixby v. Pierno, 4 Cal.3d 130, 140-141 [93 Cal.Rptr. 234, 481 P.2d 242].) As no party to this action has challenged the continued vitality of the “substantial evidence” standard of review in most determinations of local administrative boards, we have no occasion herein to reexamine the same.

In order to retain the ultimate responsibility for insuring that constitutional rights not be abridged in the absence of a sufficient compelling public interest, the special rule referred to above requires that the trial court must make an independent assessment of the established factual elements to determine whether the true reason for the board’s action was the exercise of constitutional rights and, if so, whether the resulting limitation on the exercise of these rights can be justified by any compelling state interest. On appeal from the decision of the trial court, the appellate court must uphold the trial court’s determination as to the basis of the administrative action if supported by substantial evidence. (Bekiaris v. Board of Education, supra, 6 Cal.3d 575, 590 et seq.; L. A. Teachers Union v. L. A. City Bd. of Ed., supra, 71 Cal.2d 551, 557.)

In Bekiaris we held that the special standard applies when it is claimed that the administrative action in dismissing an employee was based on official dissatisfaction with the exercise of constitutional rights. This rule is not designed to protect the employee’s employment rights but is intended to protect the employee’s freedom to exercise First Amendment rights. Accordingly, it has been applied in cases where the employee had no tenure or civil service rights and where the employee could have been dismissed for no reason whatsoever. (Rosenfield v. Malcolm, 65 Cal.2d 559, 564 [55 Cal.Rptr. 505, 421 P.2d 697]; Bagley v. Washington Township Hospital Dist., 65 Cal.2d 499, 504 [55 Cal.Rptr. 401, 421 P.2d 409]; Stanton v. Dumke, 64 Cal.2d 199, 207 [49 Cal.Rptr. 380, 411 P.2d 108]; see also Hollon v. Pierce, 257 Cal.App.2d 468, 476-478 [64 Cal.Rptr. 808].) Because the rule was established in order to protect constitutional rights and not employment rights, it must apply not only to dismissals but also to all administrative sanctions based on conduct protected by the First Amendment.

Any sanction imposed for the exercise of protected First Amendment conduct must be viewed as having a chilling effect on speech and on the right of teachers to engage in those activities which are protected by the First Amendment. Lesser penalties than dismissal can effectively silence teachers and compel them to forego exercise of the rights guaranteed them by our Constitution. [10 Cal.3d 67]

Thus in Finot v. Pasadena City Bd. of Education, 250 Cal.App.2d 189 [58 Cal.Rptr. 520], a transfer was invalidated because it had been based upon activity of a teacher related to exercise of First Amendment rights. There, a high school teacher was transferred from his classroom assignment to home teaching though his pay and rank remained the same. The court held that even though he could have been assigned to any teaching duty for which he was qualified and for which he was needed (Ed. Code, ?? 931, 939, subd. (c)), his right to engage in such activity was constitutionally protected, and that his transfer from one assignment to another because of the exercise of his constitutional rights violated those rights and constituted a legally remediable detriment.

We concede that the superintendent obviously has and must have very broad discretion in transferring teachers from one school to another, i.e., when it in fact “is in the best interest of the district” (Ed. Code, ? 939, subd. (c)), and his discretion ordinarily will not be reviewed or interfered with by the trial court. It is only when it is asserted that the motivation for transfer is based on a teacher’s exercise of constitutionally protected rights that the trial court will conduct an independent review of the record to determine whether the assertion is true.

The United States Supreme Court has emphasized that “The vigilant protection of constitutional freedoms is nowhere more vital than in the community of American schools” (Shelton v. Tucker, 364 U.S. 479, 487 [5 L.Ed.2d 231, 236, 81 S.Ct. 247]). It is the classroom and academic institutions which are the marketplace of ideas and where the exchange of ideas and arguments are to be fostered, not curtailed (Tinker v. Des Moines School Dist., supra, 393 U.S. 503, 512 [21 L.Ed.2d 731, 740-741]).

In Tinker the court also stated: “in our system, undifferentiated fear or apprehension of disturbance is not enough to overcome the right to freedom of expression. Any departure from absolute regimentation may cause trouble. Any variation from the majority’s opinion may inspire fear. Any word spoken, in class, in the lunchroom, or on the campus, that deviates from the views of another person may start an argument or cause a disturbance. But our Constitution says we must take this risk [citation]; and our history says that it is this sort of hazardous freedom — this kind of openness — that is the basis of our national strength and of the independence and vigor of Americans who grow up and live in this relatively permissive, often disputatious, society.

“In order for the State in the person of school officials to justify prohibition of a particular expression of opinion, it must be able to show that its action was caused by something more than a mere desire to avoid the [10 Cal.3d 68] discomfort and unpleasantness that always accompany an unpopular viewpoint.” (Tinker v. Des Moines Schol Dist., supra, 393 U.S. 503, 508-509 [21 L.Ed.2d 731, 739].)

It is true that the more serious and disturbing allegation against Adcock is the claim that his conduct resulted in disharmony among the faculty and resentment from parents. Yet as Tinker and L. A. Teachers clearly point out disharmony from speech is a natural by-product and any limitation or penalty imposed in the name of prevention of disharmony is an attack on speech. Furthermore, both decisions hold that disharmony is not a sufficient state interest to compel restrictions on First Amendment activity or to penalize a teacher for exercising First Amendment freedoms. [3] Mere fear of disruption due to the expression of unpopular views will not justify interference with the free expression of opinion. (Tinker v. Des Moines School Dist., supra, 393 U.S. 503, 508-509.)

[4] In the absence of actual disruption, any kind of administrative discipline for the content of speech is improper, where, as here, the unpopular views are uttered in forums designed for the airing of different views on controversial issues and where, as here, the views are uttered in a polite but forceful manner.

In balancing the important right of school authorities to administer the system efficiently, effectively and without internal antagonistic factors, the court must look carefully into both the dynamics of why the administrative action was taken and the inherent effect of taking it if that effect is also a part of the cause. Priorities place constitutional rights above unlimited administrative authority to act in their derogation. Disharmony and friction are the healthy but natural results of a society which cherishes the right to speak freely on a subject and these resultant by-products should never prevent an individual from speaking or cause that individual to be penalized for such speech. Any attempt to do so abrogates the protections that the First Amendment affords to all.

It should be pointed out that the penalty invoked against Adcock arose in part out of his speeches at the Open Forum at Clairemont. To help meet the growing unrest at Clairemont, school officials created an Open Forum as an outlet for expression of ideas of pressing interest which students, teachers, parents or the administration, felt needed resolution and which would be exposed to open discussion from all sides.

To create a forum for free and open discussion of the problems vitally affecting the institution and its members and then to penalize a participant who assumes the sincerity of purpose in its creation and therefore freely [10 Cal.3d 69] participates, particularly in the absence of any objection to the nature of his participation at the time, is akin to entrapment. [5] To invite teachers to openly discuss with parents, students and the administration the subjects logically before the forum and then to charge them with being uncooperative, obstructive and offensive to the administration, to other teachers and to parents because they argue their positions with vigor and at length is arbitrary and capricious administrative conduct, even in the absence of constitutional considerations. The dilemma is further exacerbated when no showing is made that such speeches disrupted classrooms, teaching efficiency, or in any way led to a potentially dangerous situation at the school.

[6] Adcock’s speech did not pose a threat to interests of the school district which would justify a speech limitation. So far as appears from the record, all of his criticisms were made at a proper time and in an appropriate place and manner. His speech which resulted in friction was not speech that occurred in the classroom or that affected or interfered with his teaching. On the contrary, it is undisputed that Adcock was an unusually effective teacher. He obeyed the rules he was working to change, his criticism was directed toward accomplishing change, and he encouraged utilizing existing means for effecting change.

We conclude that the reason for the transfer in question was the exercise of protected First Amendment activity. That conclusion can be reached either by using traditional guidelines regarding judicial review of administrative decisions or by the application of independent review accorded those decisions which place an individual’s constitutional rights in jeopardy or which as in the instant case impose sanctions upon the individual for the exercise of those rights. The record clearly sustains the findings of the trial court.

The judgment is affirmed.


I concur, though reluctantly.

True, while a public employee serving at the pleasure of his employer may be dismissed for slight cause, he may not be discharged or demoted for exercise of a constitutional right absent a compelling governmental interest. (Bogacki v. Board of Supervisors (1971) 5 Cal.3d 771 [97 Cal. Rptr. 657, 489 P.2d 537]; Finot v. Pasadena City Bd. of Education (1967) 250 Cal.App.2d 189 [58 Cal.Rptr. 520].) Likewise, since substantial evidence supports the trial court’s finding that Adcock’s transfer occurred in large part because of his exercise of First Amendment rights, we are bound by that finding under Bekiaris v. Board of Education (1972) 6 Cal.3d 575 [100 Cal.Rptr. 16, 493 P.2d 480]. [10 Cal.3d 70]

My reluctance stems from the majority’s subsilentio extension of the first premise to this case.

All the cases of which I am aware resting on the principle for which Bogacki and Finot are cited above involve dismissal from public employment (see, e.g., Bekiaris v. Board of Education, supra, 6 Cal.3d 575; Rosenfield v. Malcolm (1967) 65 Cal.2d 559 [55 Cal.Rptr. 505, 421 P.2d 697]; Bagley v. Washington Township Hospital Dist. (1966) 65 Cal.2d 499 [55 Cal.Rptr. 401, 421 P.2d 409]; Ball v. City Council (1967) 252 Cal.App.2d 136 [60 Cal.Rptr. 139]; see also Fort v. Civil Service Commission (1964) 61 Cal.2d 331 [38 Cal.Rptr. 625, 392 P.2d 385]) or transfer tantamount to demotion (Finot v. Pasadena City Bd. of Education, supra, 250 Cal.App.2d 189). The majority’s apparent dependence on that rule imports into this case the assumption, perhaps warranted where dismissal or demotion is concerned but not fully warranted here, that the challenged administrative action is essentially punitive. However, where as here a transfer involves no demotion, loss of status, or diminution in pay, it is at least as reasonable to conclude, absent evidence to the contrary, it was made for some legitimate managerial reason as for an impermissible punitive one. While I concede the record discloses sufficient evidence to justify a finding of punitive motive, it also reveals evidence the board was motivated by several sound reasons for effecting a transfer.

Reassuring upset parents is a time-consuming and taxing duty for school administrators. Dissension among the faculty poses serious problems affecting efficient operation of the schools. The possibility of student disorders was particularly threatening when this case arose; anything which might undermine already shaken respect for the authority of parents and teachers could reasonably be feared as encouraging such a result. Were it less clear the board harbored an improper purpose (and more clear the dangers feared by the board had materialized, a point I touch on below), these reasons would, in my view, have justified Adcock’s transfer.

A second difference between dismissal and transfer warrants comment. Termination of an employee constitutes radical surgery. Demotion is likewise a drastic measure. In contrast, lateral transfer without loss of rights, status, or pay is a far more moderate action, with far less impact on the exercise of protected rights. Indeed, the spirit of restraint shown here should be encouraged.

Finally, if school administrators are to be charged with efficient management of their schools, they should be given authority commensurate with that responsibility. If they are not allowed to meet potential problems (as [10 Cal.3d 71] apparently they are not; see Tinker v. Des Moines School Dist. (1969) 393 U.S. 503 [21 L.Ed.2d 731, 89 S.Ct. 733]), they should at least be permitted to remedy the consequences of exercise of protected rights by the Adcocks of this world once those consequences have occurred. As I have suggested, the evidence that the anticipated effects of Adcock’s outspokenness had actually begun to make themselves felt is not particularly strong and probably not sufficient to distinguish this case from Tinker. But the rule apparently relied on by the majority fails to make allowance for even minimal remedial powers and, for that reason, its wisdom is open to question.

In short, I would soften the impact of the Bogacki principle in circumstances such as those presented here. Where the public employer acts for legitimate managerial reasons, where it acts with restraint and in response to actual rather than anticipated problems, and where the impact of its action on protected freedoms is both indirect and slight, something less than a compelling governmental interest should be required in justification of the action. My comments above indicate this suggested rule was probably not met here; hence this concurrence. But the majority opinion appears unwisely to extend a rule developed in far more serious cases to one so different in degree as to be different in kind.


I dissent. I would reverse the judgment for the reasons expressed by Mr. Justice Ault in the opinion prepared by him for the Court of Appeal in Adcock v. Board of Education of San Diego U. Sch. Dist. (Cal.App.) 103 Cal.Rptr. 633.

?FN 1. In an inter-office memorandum to the assistant superintendent of schools, the principal gave the following five reasons for the transfer:

“1. In contacts with students and parents he has been openly critical of certain school and district rules and regulations such as the dress and grooming code and the outside speaker policy. This has tended to undermine the authority of teachers, administrators and parents.

“2. He has demonstrated an unwillingness to accept administrative directives. For example, following a decision of the Superintendent not to permit publication of the ‘Open Mind’ newspaper, Mr. Adcock and some of the students continued to pursue the issue on campus, in the press and on television rather than to work toward the alternative proposals suggested.

“3. At the weekly Open Forum meetings involving parents, students, and staff members, Mr. Adcock has utilized a considerable portion of the time to criticize school policies related to dress and grooming standards, outside speakers and the ‘Open Mind’ publication. This has resulted in a number of complaints from parents.

“4. An increasing number of parents have requested the school not to enroll their children in Mr. Adcock’s classes or to have them withdrawn from class. The reasons given represent considerable disagreement with the social and political points of view advocated by Mr. Adcock and the lack of balance and fairness in the handling of controversial issues in the classroom.

“5. Mr. Adcock’s actions and attitudes have caused dissent and unrest among a growing percentage of staff members and parents. As a result a disproportionate amount of the counselors’ time and the principal’s time must be devoted to the issues and the problems raised.”

?FN 2. The hearing officer’s findings include a summary of the evidence in the record. They may be summarized as follows: 1. Adcock’s criticism: Adcock was openly critical of the outside speaker policy, the dress and grooming code, and the administration’s refusal to permit publication of a second student newspaper to be called the “Open Mind.” He sincerely believed that the position taken by the district and school authorities should be changed. He was never abusive. He was not overly loud or offensive. Above all, he was never ordered to desist. Furthermore, most of his criticism was made at convocations of parents, teachers, and students, sponsored by the school, which were called “Open Forums” and existed for the purpose of open discussion of subjects in which the school was concerned. It is not true that the open criticism tended to undermine the authority of teachers, the administration or parents. On the contrary, the debates led by Adcock tended to add to the educational maturity of the students.

2. Unwillingness to accept administrative directives: At no time did he actually violate any policy, rule or regulation of the school or of the district, nor at any time did he invite, advocate or tolerate their infraction by any student. He was never ordered or even requested to cease pursuing the subjects, nor was he threatened with transfer or discipline if he did not cease.

3. Utilization of time at open forum meetings: The chair was authorized to rule on any motion to suppress a speaker, but no one ever protested his right to speak in these meetings, or requested him to desist.

4. Parental request to remove children from his classes: Two or three parents withdrew their children from his classes during the 1968-1969 school year. Twenty-one other parents of students who might have been assigned to his class wrote the principal expressing the desire to have some other teacher instruct their children. The complaints of these parents stemmed predominantly from political and philosophical beliefs at poles opposite to those held by Adcock. There is no proof that Adcock dealt with controversial issues in a distorted manner in the classroom or in other than a fair and reasonable approach.

5. Dissidence: Differing views in the school, and division of opinion on the staff was undoubtedly of concern to the principal and his administrative staff, yet there was insufficient proof that it consumed a disproportionate amount of his or his staff’s time.

The hearing officer also found that an important incident underlying the transfer was an incident which apparently was not mentioned in the principal’s memorandum. In the spring of 1968 Adcock and another teacher from Clairemont High School distributed handbills in the vicinity of other high schools in the district. These handbills listed the legally acceptable alternatives to the draft, and other means which could have been used to avoid the draft. The handbill mentioned the criminal penalties involved in the use of any illegal means but in no way advocated either legal or illegal activity.

The hearing officer found that the distribution of these handbills created a storm of objection among certain parents and teachers of Clairemont High School, and that the school’s principal in requesting Adcock’s transfer, was actuated significantly, if not principally, by the more vociferous of this group of teachers and parents.

?FN 3. Section 11517, subdivision (c), provides in part: “If the proposed decision is not adopted as provided in subdivision (b), the agency itself may decide the case upon the record, including the transcript, with or without taking additional evidence, … The agency itself shall decide no case provided for in this subdivision without affording the parties the opportunity to present either oral or written argument before the agency itself.”

?FN 4. The additional argument submitted by the school district’s counsel essentially maintained that the First Amendment should not be extended to the instant case, and that the transfer was made entirely in good faith.


May all beings be filled with joy and peace.
May all beings everywhere,
The strong and the weak,
The great and the small,
The mean and the powerful,
The short and the long,
the subtle and the gross:

May all beings everywhere,
Seen and unseen,
Dwelling far off or nearby,
Being or waiting to become:
May all be filled with lasting joy.

Let no one deceive another,
Let no one anywhere despise another,
Let no one out of anger or resentment
Wish suffering on anyone at all.

Just as a mother with her own life
Protects her child, her only child, from harm,
So within yourself let grow
A boundless love for all creatures.

Let your love flow outward through the universe,
To its height, its depth, its broad extent,
A limitless love, without hatred or enmity.

Then as you stand or walk,
Sit or lie down,
As long as you are awake,
Strive for this with a one-pointed mind;
Your life will bring heaven to earth.

Sutta Nipata
Buddha’s Discourse on Good Will (Metta)

Giant 1000 year old Buddha

 This is my favorite Buddhist passage and one that I use to focus and center myself in times of great difficulty.

“To combat hatred directed toward a person, a Buddhist cultivates loving kindness toward that person.”     Tenzin Gyatso, The 14th Dalai Lama quotes (Dalai Lama, b.1935)

“The place to improve the world is first in one’s own heart and head and hands.”     Robert M. Pirsig, Author of Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

Why Do Bad Things Happen to Good People…

& Good Things to Bad People?

Here are some Zen Stories, and one by the Sufi Mulla Nasruddin, that shed some light on what we call good or bad.

We’ll See

There is a Taoist story of an old farmer who had worked his crops for many years. One day his horse ran away. Upon hearing the news, his neighbors came to visit.


“Such bad luck,” they said sympathetically.

“We’ll see,” the farmer replied.

The next morning the horse returned, bringing with it three other wild horses.

“How wonderful,” the neighbors exclaimed.

“We’ll see,” replied the old man.

The following day, his son tried to ride one of the untamed horses, was thrown, and broke his leg. The neighbors again came to offer their sympathy on his misfortune.

“We’ll see,” answered the farmer.

The day after, military officials came to the village to draft young men into the army. Seeing that the son’s leg was broken, they passed him by. The neighbors congratulated the farmer on how well things had turned out.

“We’ll see” said the farmer.

It Will Pass


A student went to his meditation teacher and said, “My meditation is horrible! I feel so distracted, or my legs ache, or I’m constantly falling asleep. It’s just horrible!”

“It will pass,” the teacher said matter-of-factly.

A week later, the student came back to his teacher. “My meditation is wonderful! I feel so aware, so peaceful, so alive! It’s just wonderful!’

“It will pass,” the teacher replied matter-of-factly.

Happy Chinaman

Anyone walking about Chinatowns in America will observe statues of a stout fellow carrying a linen sack. Chinese merchants call him Happy Chinaman or Laughing Buddha.

This Hotei lived in the T’ang dynasty. He had no desire to call himself a Zen master or to gather many disciples about him. Instead he walked the streets with a big sack into which he put gifts of fruit, candy or doughnuts. These he would give to children who gathered around him in play. He established a kindergarten of the streets.

Whenever he met a Zen devotee he would extend his hand and say: “Give me one penny.” And if anyone asked him to return to a temple to teach others, again he would reply: “Give me one penny.”

Once as he was about his play-work another Zen master happened along and inquired: “What is the significance of Zen?”
Hotei immediately plopped his sack down on the ground in silent answer.

“Then,” asked the other, “what is the actualization of Zen?”

At once Hotei swung the sack over his shoulder and continued on his way.

Is That So?

…This reminds me of a Zen story. There was a Zen Master who was very pure, very illumined. Near the place where he lived there happened to be a food store. The owner of the food store had a beautiful unmarried daughter. One day she was found with child. Her parents flew into a rage. They wanted to know the father, but she would not give them the name. After repeated scolding and harassment, she gave up and told them it was the Zen Master. The parents believed her. When the child was born they ran to the Zen Master, scolding him with foul tongue, and they left the infant with him. The Zen Master said, “Is that so.” This was his only comment.


He accepted the child. He started nourishing and taking care of the child. By this time his reputation had come to an end, and he was an object of mockery. Days ran into weeks, weeks into months and months into years. But there is something called conscience in our human life, and the young girl was tortured by her conscience. One day she finally disclosed to her parents the name of the child’s real father, a man who worked in a fish market. The parents again flew into a rage. At the same time, sorrow and humiliation tortured the household. They came running to the spiritual Master, begged his pardon, narrated the whole story and then took the child back. His only comment: “Is that so.”

By: Sri Chinmoy 
From:  The Oneness of the Eastern Heart and the Western Mind

Web Source: Yoga of Sri Chinmoy

Note: The Zen Master in this story is believed to be Hakuin.

God’s Will (retold by Mulla Nasruddin)

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When I was no longer needed as a Mulla in the village, I moved to another region and found a convenient place outside a small town, on a hill. The view was fine, and the hill was as thick with thorns and burdock as a peace-loving soul could want.

I was very happy with the thorns, because they discouraged agriculture. In fact, they discouraged just about everything. No one bothered me.

Eventually, however, my beloveds, this changed. After a certain time, the townsfolk became curious. They wondered what I was doing up on that hill, coming down only for a few groceries once in a while, or maybe only to charge my cell phone. No, that was a different time.

Anyway, the people began to come up the hill, through the thorns, until they had made a path. That made it easier for me to get down to the town, which was convenient. It also made it easier for them to get up to me, which was not so convenient.

Somehow, the townsfolk came to view my silence and seclusion as marks of wisdom. And of course, whenever we admire something, we want to possess it. I once saw a small knoll covered with wild blueberries close by a pond. The blueberry plants turned red in the fall, and the glorious color was reflected in the pond. A family from a nearby town loved that blueberry field so much they decided to build a house there. They brought in excavators and heavy equipment, and tore out a large area on the top of the hill. The runoff washed away many of the berries, and they piled building debris on a particularly beautiful patch, so that by the time their house was finished, they wondered where their idyllic little scene had gone.

That was how I was afraid I would be. They would consider my seclusion to be admirable, so they would troop up to share it with me, until none of us was secluded any more. One day, something happened that let me know I could preserve my seclusion in the long run.

A group came to me, much distressed.

“All our roosters have died!” they cried. “What are we to do? We won’t wake up on time in the morning, and we won’t be able to raise broods of chicks to grow more chickens. How will we live?”

Knowing the old saying that not a leaf turns except by the will of Allah, I looked at them for a long time. Finally they demanded an answer.

“God’s will,” I said.

“God’s will?! Is that all you have to say? What good does that do us?” and they stalked down the hill, very dissatisfied. However, my peace didn’t last for long. Up they came again with a fresh calamity.

“All our fires have gone out!” they cried. “What will we do?”

“I suppose it wouldn’t help if I pointed out you have no roosters to cook anyway?” It didn’t help.

“What shall we do? We haven’t a live coal in the village, and the next village is far away.”

I looked at them and shrugged. “God’s will,” I said.

“We thought you’d say that,” they muttered, and stalked off down the hill, very annoyed. They were back sooner than I thought they would be.

“All our dogs have died!” they cried. “What other town is more unfortunate than ours? First our roosters, then our fires, now our dogs! Who will keep away wild animals, who will warn us of thieves?”

“Do you really have so many thieves?” I asked. They admitted nothing had ever been stolen in the town.

“I have only one thing to say, and I know you don’t want to hear it,” I said.

“We know…God’s will. That’s the last time we’ll ever ask YOU for advice,” they said, and stalked off down the hill, very annoyed. I hoped it was true.

But that very night, something occurred which I had been expecting. I didn’t know exactly what to expect, but I expected something. It was a little too much to have roosters, fires and dogs all die, all at once in the whole town. So I sat up and listened. Around midnight, when all was quiet in the town below, I heard the sound of a large number of armed men approaching. I crept to the top of the next hill for a better view. It’s a good thing I’m very stealthy, because their scout crept to the top of the same hill, and we almost bumped into one another. He gave a hand signal, and an army of several hundred men with shields and spears, bows and arrows, and walkie talkies…no that was another time. Anyway, this army poured up the hill and their general gave the signal for silence. He stood listening carefully, looking down at the town. After a little time he spoke.

“Well, men, we have had a good run of it, going from town to town, pillaging and burning, and gathering such treasures as we found.” There was a quiet clatter of spears and shields and shuffling of feet.

“But it looks as if our luck has run out. Where is the smoke from the fires? Where are the dogs barking? It’s almost daylight. Where are the roosters crowing? This village is abandoned. Let us move on.”

So they turned back down the hill, and went on their way. The next day a few villagers came to see me.

“Have you thought of any solutions to our problems?” they asked, “or are you going to say the same thing over and over?”

“You mean, God’s will?” They nodded. “Oh, I still believe it’s God’s will, but I have something to add. No matter how bad you think your problems are, they could always be worse. Be content with what befalls you. It is truly sent from Heaven.”

To this day, they don’t believe me.

What comes to mind after taking in these perspectives?

GOOD NEWS! I found my Adopted Kitty Boy Firecat’s Grampa!

Here are a few shots of Firecat, the first one was napping in a new place:



You’re really going to make me wake up?  Are you kidding me?
 He likes to sleep in really convenient places, like on the 2′ x 3′ rug in front of the food preparation area:
While he is a sleepy guy, he has a taste for fine sculpture…
He is a beautiful, big 23 pounds of fur and cat spirit and he is lots bigger than his buddy Teaser.
Teaser & Firecat
But when we saw this photo, we knew we had finally learned who was  Firecat’s Grampa.
Grampa Cat
Here’s his cousin:
Thing they all have in common, they are big, red and floppy when you hold them.

A Garden as a Metaphor (Part Two)

Mohandas K. Gandhi:   To forget how to dig the earth and to tend the soil is to forget ourselves.

Welcome to My Garden!

Bronson Alcott:      Who loves a garden still his Eden keeps,
Perennial pleasures plants, and wholesome harvest reaps. 

Nothing like living on a dead end that arrives at a lake

Henry David Thoreau:   Gardening is civil and social, but it wants the vigor and freedom of the forest and the outlaw.

Dan the Man is the Garden King

Ralph Waldo Emerson:  Presently we pass to some other object which rounds itself into a whole as did the first; for example, a well-laid garden; and nothing seems worth doing but the laying-out of gardens.

  From the shady side of the yard...

Thomas Jefferson:  Though an old man I am but a young gardener.

Limelight begins to bloom...

Vita Sackville-West:   Every garden-maker should be an artist along his own lines. That is the only possible way to create a garden, irespective of size or wealth.

The most noteworthy thing about gardeners is that they are always optimistic, always enterprising, and never satisfied. They always look forward to doing something better than they have ever done before.

  The Wondeful Deck

William Wordsworth:  Laying out grounds may be considered a liberal art, in some sort like poetry and painting.

The Clematis climb the posts toward the trellis

May Sarton:  A garden is always a series of losses set against a few triumphs, like life itself.

Look at this amazing clematis!

Luis Barragán:  In the creation of a garden, the architect invites the partnership of the Kingdom of Nature.  In a beautiful garden the majesty of nature is ever present, but it is nature reduced to human proportions and thus transformed into the most efficient haven against the aggressiveness of contemporary life.

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Colin Neenan :  Life just seems so full of connections.  Most of the time we don’t even pay attention to the depth of life. We only see flat surfaces.

Looking back toward the corner along the row

Herman Melville:  The eyes are the gateway to the soul.

The vegetable garden

Benjamin Disraeli: How fair is a garden amid the toils and passions of existence.


Henry David Thoreau: Shall I not have intelligence with the earth? Am I not partly leaves and vegetable mould myself.

Garden 8

David S. Slawson: Poets and novelists are often moved to put into words the subtle qualities of the landscape, sometime purely for the beauty of it, and sometimes as a way of alluding to certain human feelings.  Landscape design can translate such literary landscapes into three-dimensional form in the garden.   Like the poet, the garden designer may allude to human feelings in his portrayals of nature.
Secret Teachings in the Art of Japanese Gardens, 1987, p. 131

Garden 9

Ruth R. Blodgett:  We have learned that more of the “earth-earthiness” would solve our social problems, remove many isms from our vocabulary, and purify our art.  And so we often wish that those who interpret life for us by pen or brush would buy a trowel and pack of seeds.
The House Beautiful (March 1918)

Toto Rudbekia - Cuties, aren't they!

Marcel Proust:  The real voyage of discovery consists of not in seeking
new landscapes but in having new eyes.

Garden 13

Rosemary Verey:  Colours change: in the morning light, red shines out bright and clear and the blues merge into heir surroundings, melting into the greens; but by the evening the reds loose their piquancy,
embracing a quieter tone and shifting toward the blues in the rainbow. Yellow flowers remain right, and white ones become luminous, shining like ghostly figures against a darkening green background.

The Scented Garden, 1981

Garden 15

Let me arise and open the gate,
to breathe the wild warm air of the heath,
And to let in Love, and to let out Hate,
And anger at living and scorn of Fate,
To let in Life, and to let out Death.
–  Violet Fane

Garden 16Epictitus:  He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has. 

Our garden is GORGEOUS!

The creation and sustaining of this garden says something about the conditions and possibilities that exist within our marriage more than any words.  I take this garden as Dan the Man’s declaration of love.  He doesn’t talk much about his feelings, he does demonstrate them powerfully.

XOX Susanne

Frederich Nietzsche:  Precisely the least, the softest, lightest, a lizard’s rustling, a breath, a flash, a moment – a little makes the way of the best happiness.
Thus Spake Zarathustra

Part One (Earlier Garden Post)

For Dan, who gave me the one thing that I could hang on to, two versions: 


Expression of a Marriage in the garden… (Part One)

If there is anything in my life I feel grateful for, its my garden and my chief shoveler, stump puller, rock hauler, digger, planter & builder extraordinaire, Dan the Man, who makes all things gardeney possible.   Here is what he deserves a great deal more of, but hasn’t gotten since May 2003 outside Cortona, Italy:

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I dedicate this post to him and his lovely, stubborn gardeney curmudgeonliness.

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When we first moved to our home it was January 2005, in the middle of Winter.  The ground was hard, it was cold.  There was mossy grass and lots of trees and a funny little red Japanese maple tree.  There were two trees planted right in front of the front deck.  When Spring came, we planned to cut them down.  Then the Robins built their nests and there was a natural delay in our plans.  Here are some of the babies.

The funny part of this delay is that I got a chance to see what other folks in my new neighborhood had in their gardens that grew well and  that I liked.  Since I had moved from Northern California 1000+/- miles north, I was unfamiliar and could use the input.  But I was so anxious to get going that I am sure I would have planted things that I didn’t have enough sunlight to grow successfully.  Mine is not a rose garden kind of yard.  It is not warm or sunny enough for anything but certain old wild types, or decendants of Rugosa roses, like this one, called Hansa.  Fragrant and magenta in color, but I don’t really want that as the dominant color in my yard, so I planted just the one.  It’s huge.  Thank you little robin babies for making me take my time and look around more before I got crazy in the yard planting all the wrong things.  

Grasping at straws, the last Hansa Rose. by arrowlakelass.

Rhododendrons & Azaleas

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I lived in Takoma Park, Maryland for a long time and had a wonderful Azalea garden.  So, nostalgically I was more than a little happy to have a yard that was cut out of a forested mountain and perfect for Rhododendrons of infinite varieties…

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We also continue to plant Columbine near our largest Azaleas & Rhododendron bed, at the front of the bed.  The bushes are growing and becoming taller than the Columbine, but is was a race the first two Springs here.

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We intend someday for the entire big bed to be all Rhododendrons & Columbine, but this year some Forget-Me-Nots made their way into the mix and the blue was kind of nice.  Now I will probably never get rid of them, either because they will come back naturally, or because I see something I like in it.  It’s easier to be flexible and accept a happy accident.

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We have another area where we have planted shorter Azaleas, a few different Hydrangeas (Wow, Limelight is gorgeous), Taller Elderberry plants in the back to screen the neighbors yard and more Heuchera varieties in the front.  We are also integrating some Spring flowering bulbs here and there.  It’s a work in progress and some other interesting things sometimes come up there in the weeds, which we are constantly after.  There is something that grows around here that is kind of fern like and has delicate little pink flowers and a root system that will choke the life out of anything nearby.  Don’t be fooled by the appearance of delicacy, it too can be a terrible illusion.

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We have a wonderful large deck off of our kitchen.  I grow herbs right next to the door so I can grab what I want when I am cooking.

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I also grow a collection of cocktail tomatoes in a barrel there.  I have to plant early to have any success at all.  The growing season is short here and I am better off starting with hothouse plants than seedlings.  This year, Dan painted the deck in the early fall and extended the pergola to support a sunshade on the far side.  I love it out here.

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This is a view of an area that Dan cleared with a little help from me.  There were trees, abandoned stumps, blackberries that had to be ripped out, and  native ferns, which we cut back and kept.  We planted a bag of 100 daffodils where we could see them from the windows and companion planted wildflowers, way to thickly it turns out.  We got an enormous truckload of 4-way topsoil mix and it was a job spreading that stuff out.  We keep doing that as we progress through the yard.  Everything in life needs fertilizer and healthy soil or an equivalent.  I love my red wheel barrow.  It makes me think of Dr. Williams:

The Red Wheelbarrow

William Carlos Williams

so much depends
upona red wheel

glazed with rain

beside the white

The Perennial Garden

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This is my favorite part of the garden.  I love how these plants demonstrate seasonality so clearly.  The red Bee Balm in the front of this picture I started with a small three inch pot.  I planted it the first year I moved here by the walk, and we have since divided it numerous times, planting it in a mixed row with Ribbon Grass and varieties of Lavender: right next to a dusty road that goes down to the lake.  It catches the dust and draws lots of buzzing bees and hummingbirds.  Behind it here are Irish Eyes Rudbeckia and Black Eyed Susans, next to it Catmint and Day Lilies in a variety of pinks, mauve, peach.  Love them!  There are also lambs ears.  I found one variety I adore that has prehistoric looking huge leaves.  I also have a very green type that has gorgeous coral bell like flowers.  I have scattered a few of these here and there.

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Here are Blue Salvia, Iris, & a closer look at the Irish Eyes.  I think these pictures are from 2006, from the looks of the tiny rocks beside the bed above.  Those have been somewhat improved with rocks I collect when we go to Lummi Island.  All kinds of amazing rocks wash up on the shore there.  We also dig some up as we develop our beds.  We have found some one and two man sized rocks.  We are collecting and sorting the rocks and using them in the landscape where we can.

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2006 – A view over the crazy assed Cosmos in the wild flower garden.

2008 Fall Front Deck

The deck was reworked and stained along with the trim on the house this Fall.  I love the new color palette.  The Huechera along the walk is a gorgeous mix of dark exemplars and looks amazing in bloom and is colorful most of the year.


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This Dahlia blew my mind.  The blooms were as big as my husband’s noggin!  I have to cut them when it begins to rain because the stems can’t support the weight of the flowers wet.

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Here are a few more Dahlias with the Cosmos that were on steriods in 2006.

Drunk Driver Intervenes in Our Garden Plan

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We are gardening away this grass little by little.  That is our overall plan.  No grass unless decorative in nature.  No lawn mowing someday.  The apple tree is no longer in the yard.  A drunk driver took it out in the middle of the night.  It had gorgeous green pie apples.  There is always a certain amount of violence involved in gardening, one might say, but this is not the way to go about it!

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In September 2006, just after the bottom floor of our house flooded with hot water for four days while we were away, a drunk driver careened through the garden and hits a tree, digging up the onions, murdering acorn squash & cucumbers, & misses the pole beans on the right.  We were in the midst of figuring out what we had lost in the flood when this happened.  It was stunning, to say the least.

Note the apple tree he took down to the ground on his way over to hit the much larger fir tree.  We got $1500 from the insurance company and kept on gardening.  If you look at the grass you can see the tracks where the vehicle exited our yard between the trees.  We now have a Gala Apple, a grafted Plum tree that includes Satsuma and some kind of pollinator,  and an Australian Bartlett Pear.  No fruit yet.

This Is Just To Say

by William Carlos Williams

I have eaten

the plums

that were in

the icebox

and which

you were probably


for breakfast

Forgive me

they were delicious

so sweet

and so cold

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This is my favorite lawn ornament, no not the hummingbird feeder, Dan the Man!  The man takes out stumps for God’s sake!

Future Meditation Garden Area

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Someday I hope to have  meditation garden amidst these trees…in the meantime we keep it clean and natural forest.

Shade Garden

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This is my grandson standing in front of our shade garden  in 2006.  This area has been developed quite a bit more since this picture was taken.

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We added a Cornus ‘Eddie’s White Wonder’ Dogwood to the shade garden this year.   This is the classic white-flowering dogwood you see in gardens and parks everywhere in the Pacific Northwest in Spring.   ‘Eddie’s White Wonder’ grows to about 25 feet by about 20 feet wide, so this will give us a bit of privacy in our back yard too.   So beautiful, and I can look out of my bathroom window or from the deck to see it.  There are a mixed collection of small Azaleas such as impeditum variety, Geraniums, Jacob’s Ladder, native ferns, varieties of Astilbe, varieties of Hosta, and some lime green Winter blooming Helleborus.

I will end this post here because it has gone on so much longer than I ever meant it to go.  Life is like that in the garden, time disappears when you work in a garden doing things that you love, the work is challenging and worthwhile, it reveals so much about life, and yet, life still remains a mystery  no matter how much you learn.  Like some of the things that volunteer in the garden here and there, mysteries.  Some are gifts, some are weeds.   In the Winter, there are catalogs and so much that can be learned in preparation for the next growing season.  I love it all.

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